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2010-08-21T23:55:00.000-07:00

Finally I'm blogging again , oh gosh prelim are just over next up is actual N'level in like two week time .I didn't do well for the English . Actually frankly speaking.... I kinda did really bad for preliminary examination . I need to buck up . I have come so far ,I simply can't just give up . Going to have to put in extra effort in forcing on my studies , stop watching TV and etc .....And mummy said that my English is really broken ..... math need extra practice . I made some plan after my N , start revising for my O at the same time I will be preparing my portfolio for my course in poly or somethings whoa .. going out soon in awhile ,bringing grandma out for a walk and at the same time watch a concert or would you say a musical at resort world . see ya peeeps.I update more often .

2010-06-12T01:08:00.000-07:00

Consider that for like two week of the hoildays is almost over.Past two week has been like a routine becos I been heading back to school to do DnT for like the whole day till evening . hahah yeah its madness ,becos we doing the artefact there is abit of amendments to be done . Finally I would say it about 90% of it is done ,the remaining will be done when school reopens ,now i can put it aside for a while and focus on math.I must study hard for the sake of myself and everyone who supported me . geeees hhahah , hmm, looking forward to tmr cousins outing it been ages since we met one another ,beside that zara is having a fever not sure if I'm allow to go out . Hope for the best .

2010-05-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

HELLLOOOO!!!!! today was okay got my result slip failed 2 passed 4 subject but marks were not ideal . Tmr will be the parent teacher meeting , but it was not compulsory for my parent to be present hmm , I have to be present for the talk or it a briefing by the principal not sure.Had Sport carnival lot of noise and screaming from each corner of the stadium .whoa super hyper . hehes had an awesome time today! Singing to song dedicated by students,shouting ,cheering for teacher and friends running or playing the games .There was tons of laughter and excitement shared just makes it more great .a -rgh my throat is feeling abit quite sore i the first place I was having slight sore throat and was given medication by the doctor the other day . It was still worth because I had fun .

2010-05-21T00:58:00.000-07:00

feeling well this few days .when to see the doctor yesterday and was told to rest at home today.Means more money had to be spend ,nothing is about money . Been so busy lately with Design and technology project to be done, afternoon lesson everyday . Even though the exam are over , we getting back our paper .I don't think I did well for this MYE . hmm and N'level is approaching in like a few months times (damn freaking stress ) argh so far if i'm not wrong I passed English and Chinese . others I'm know quite sure ,need to do more revision math and physics is my weakness because my foundation are not strong.A few days back wanted to visited my aunt in the hospital but was like busy didn't get a chance . hmm today I heard from my mom that she need to undergo operation . I really hope she get well soon ?anyway I feel so much like a failure , thing are not going smoothly.Question like what I like to do with my career/ life?

5th march 2010

2010-03-08T01:40:00.000-08:00

Last friday, cross-country @ sengkang riverside park. After that together with christel,eileen we took a train down to vivo city . We had lunch at LJS ,decided to go to Sentosa .but meanwhile we waited for Haziq and Zul to come so we headed to Daiso first .hah at Daiso eileen and christel got so tempted by the items sold at the store . I guess I was kind of tempted too .gee ended up didn't get anything .but christel did . hmm
When we arrived at sentosa we played truth or dare , it was damn hilarious. yay . christel had to leave early .Me ,eileen ,zul and haziq chit-chatted and than when to catch the animal encounter show . hahah than headed to have desert it was a treat from eileen . zul was really funny eat ice kacang with a straw ,really cool . Had alot of fun for a day . hahah

2010-02-11T21:33:00.000-08:00

Today in school was not much of fun , had chinese new year celebration concert . I be going out later with my family for lunch or dinner at my aunts ,its family gathering,maybe in the night going to get some last-minutes things ,so meanwhile I leave it and update at the end the day .I hope everyone looking forward for the chinese new years.see yar than haha .

2010-02-10T07:53:00.000-08:00

Hey world!! I'm back to update when needed. Very stressful lately ,there tons of test going now .There going to be more after Chinese New Year . I'm just glad that today social studies test was postpone to another day , I wasn't really mentally prepared for it.
hahah. After school took the Mrt back ,ended forgetting to bring my key got lock outside the house for about 2 hours . Meanwhile, I was killing time outside the house doing some of my homework .

2009-12-02T04:39:00.000-08:00

Hey ya ! Yesterday ,took a train down to bugis with my mom and zara . As for my twin sister Celine and Tess they didn't come along instead when down to my aunt salon to learn skills about facial . Than , my mom when on to settle her things . Meanwhile I when to national library to kill time with zara . when things were settled when to MOSburger because Zara was hungry only got a burger for her than train back to queenway mrt to anchorpoint . When to help out at the shop after that home sweet home .

2009-11-18T02:35:00.000-08:00

November is coming to a end soon . It been raining for the past few days ,so it pretty cooling in the evening .The house is still in a mess really want to get rid of the rubbbish that is making the place so untidy , still in the mids of clearing up.

2009-11-10T02:20:00.000-08:00

Hello world .

When out but didn't do much things .

2009-11-10T01:57:00.000-08:00

Hello world . Here are the photos.

Zara 's birthday

celine and Tess Birthday .

Toodles

recent updated

2009-11-06T04:05:00.000-08:00

Hello world , likewise mention I could not update my blog in time .

The weather is bad , it been raining lately .What Happening so far ? Last friday celebrated my younger twin sister birthday ,followed by zara on Sunday . The next one would be my mom's birthday which is coming wednesday . HAHA. Also ,

The past few days been heading back to school for extra lessons .

I upload the photo of the celebration soon .Cheers!

2009-08-12T01:54:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOO WORLDDD !! I didn't go to school today ,bad headache.
hmm I going to try to update my blog once a week if it possible .
Watch the new yesterday . Did Part of my reading assignment . hmm

2009-03-16T15:13:00.000-07:00

Day was fine . hmm finally get a day off from mom shop been working my butt off it . Arghhhh .
i wanna go out with dearest but simply not allow too . shitxz man .
I must study harder didn't do well for CA1. fregging tired now . erm , i don't know what tmr going to be like help out again . I hate it so tired out ,my parent simply don't understand me ever since they are caught up work . They been either nagging at all of us for stupid reason not one day . This sucks !!!!
i supposed to enjoy my hoildays and do my homework , but instead i been working my shit for the past 2 weeks for 9hrs a day . I freaking stressed up right now I 'm so confused . Igoing to end do read up on my next post .. tata;)

So screwed ;XD

2009-03-03T09:05:00.000-08:00

I had a how do you say day ? So screwed i failed my grammar and compre test .
literally failling back in my english and a few other co-subject . So much a failure I'm .
What is happening ??? I need buck up or bid-goodbyeee!!!
I under to much stress after school not able to go straight back home ,
help my mom at the shop , always tiring myself out .E.G dozing off during lesson time .
This got to totally stop I need to make a plan. Many thing is happening at the same time . Really confused . I'm not able to activate yet very soooon !!!

PAINFUL RASHES DRIVING ME NUTS !!!!

2009-02-16T08:09:00.000-08:00

Woke up abt 9am today . I didn't go to sch .
Went to see the doctor so longxzx.Pisssed Off!!
Whole body filled with rashes swelling red .PAINFULL???
hmm , seen the doctor . Had to transfer here and there. FREAKXZS..
The doctor said that I maybe having infection . So,
took a blood test, my gosh took one full tube so much !!
Waited for the result to be released .
luckily the doctor say in wasn't so bad an infection or else it going to be bad .
Instead she told me I having allergies with the bad humid weather . I'm so right just like what daddy had said(it the bad environment faults ) because each time i touch something dirty and dusty my hand will swell its simply one word PAIN !!!! I having enzema so the doctor said use more lotion don't let my skin dry .Still observing for the next one to two weeks if it better or back to the doctor . After the consulting ,collected my medicine many creams and medical leave . Now having a Bad headaches . hmm.going to stop here as I didn't do much in the day so i not going to say . YAY . alright that for now .

2009-02-14T05:32:00.000-08:00

Isabelle.Renee.Me.Amanda.Rosie
ZENIESZENIESZENIESZENIES
-Who are always there for me in time of needs
Thank YOU!!!

PHOTO AT AMANDA'S HOME CELEBRATING HER BIRTHDAY!!!!!

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T05:14:00.000-08:00

I'm wishing you all a Happy Valentine's Day .hmm,
My phone not working currently so replying through here .
anw , I update my blog ,relink new blog alright !
sorry about it .

2008-12-29T23:42:00.000-08:00

Oh YAY. Hey!!!! Went out with my cousin and uncle to catch a movie as i think it was like
school annual gathering @ Lido . HAHAH Yeah ! natasha , grace , marcus was there . Teehees yay . had great fun . while we were waiting for the movie . my uncle stay and chat with his friend while the rest of us went walking around . than we decided to stop by mac ,had ice cream cone early in the morning .LALALs . head back to the cinema to watch the show {The day the earth stood still} Thee show was cool , not bad yeah . hmm overall rating 3.5/5.School starting I'm not prepared . URGHHHHHHH!!!!! just thinking of it make me freaking irriated . I better Buck up when school start . Or I'm So dies . Geees . Can anyone explain what the meaning in life ????
HAHAHAH.

The worst stinky attitudes !!!

2008-12-28T03:33:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to do stay at home thee whole full days YEAH!!
hmm just watch couple of show . In the mid-of the show i fell asleep .

after that ,like usual didn't do much .Ermm??
just mind my own business on what to do .YAyAYYYY ..

Can't believe the hoildays ending . this suck [whatever }.

people might be thinking i like emotionly unstabilized

HAHAH y'll right .I felt like there poverty somewhere hmm .

I'm so confused,I'm going nuts .

The house is in such a mess I would need to clean it up fast .

my parent like usual mood swing either vent their

anger at you or treat you nice , the twins of all worst tempered

sister it make you really feel like slapping them right in the face .

but fortunately the younger twins is still okay .

The older one is like queen beees urghhh .
so pisssed offf . feel like yelling !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even my parent agree that her temper is horrible would i say .

Ramsay is not around , he went to my cousin for a sleepover .

lucky him !!the littlemissy zara just fell asleep she

been a noise maker the whole day . now she

currently recharging her own battery for later . must be mentally prepared for a late night beauty sleep ,

Geeees? what the next day be like . hmmm !

JUST BE YOURSELF !

The Star brighten up eveything

2008-12-27T10:44:00.000-08:00

YAYY! Had a late christmas dinner . Not so much of a fancy dinner

just a normal tradition. hmm , AHHAH

The whole afternoon i kept hearing nagging , urgh

YEAH . what do your think Year 2009 will be like . hmm?erm?

nothing much has been do today ya i got nothing to write about .

Its Christmas day

2008-12-25T23:55:00.000-08:00

hey! wooo what i'm going to do .MANXz .. Geees kinda bored the whole damn afternoon . i rotting at home a day of joy {that great y'll right }
Nah . hmm i kinda in deep shitxxx i haven't been doing my hoildays assignment .{dead}HAHAH
i really though what was my experience during this christmas , there was laugh , joy , love from one another
but something was missing during this period of time . And i really doubt . So Screwed . nothing come out off it what nuch off a difference
anyway i took some picture so I been uploading .

Christmas Day Eve !

2008-12-25T23:18:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was fun . HAHAHAH . woke up about 9.45 in the morning quickly wash up . Head out first we dropped off the turkey at grandma house than left for my aunt church christmas lunch at marina parade.On the way there daddy show us the longest underground tunnels it was really long than what you will usually see , hmm. after thee lunch head back home . mummy roasted another turkey for the dad's sis. AHAHA.went to my cousin house everyone were not there yet . but when to keep granny company by watching tv , when everyone arrived greeted wishes to one another . Rosie arrived chit-chatted with her for awhile and than spent most of our time watching tv .hahah later in the night zenie and few of other cousin played spin-the -bottle , AHAHHA its was so crazy cousin .super cool too . Gee , hmmm, its pretty hard to elborate ya . YEAH , overall rating today had really that much of fun .

mummy and zara =)

{me}and rosie

cousin nicholas and his girlfriend {so lovely }
anyway they didn't know i took ,

yayah! whatever

2008-12-22T02:04:00.000-08:00

Today , woke up like 1 plus in the afternoon I spent have my day sleeping . its suck . SLEEPSLEEP!! OINKOINK .HAHAHHAH
the alarm clock had no use i didnt hear it ring , urgh . so packing up the house still for christmas .I can't wait to see ZENIES . woohooooo!!!!! AHAAHAHAH. Yeah I'm going crazy there are the ones to keep happy and crazy all the time . I might be baking cookies . HEEEES ...for godpa erm and i will have to see who else . youngzara didn't go to school becos she unwell but unfortunately she as hyper as a monkey . Shitxxx and she testing my patience Goodnesss me !!!
now she playing with the camera watching past drama that i took . HAHAHAH its really hilarious alright . finally she not disturbing Instead she with my younger brother RAMSAY HO . They are like laughing so loudly . And now they saying its not funny . WHATTHE .this video i came across it was zara birthday . ramsay was lighting the candles of the cake .Preparing to sing the song and he said to one of my sister that dun be so happy its not your birthday . and he can't stop laughing and rewinding the video . I think all hmm .

2008-12-21T03:52:00.000-08:00

heyhey . i know my blog so dead .hahahaha grin
I want to spread the joy to everyone . No doubt i have been enjoying my holiday . I seen many meaningful experience though , nothing could actually change the fact . There been inspiration to do many things that i want to achieve on the other hand its impossible I would like to help people around the world like what i say spread the joy to the unfortunate family . anyway the holiday is coming to an end ,when school reopens i got to put in extra effort . just say "i not from a rich family life is tough for me i the oldest in the family i can't afford to be a failure in my family i bear heavy responsibilty that why when people are working hard i working double hard for my family . I need to be at my best concentration I pray to you lord to give me the strength

reply tags ;)

2008-12-07T02:35:00.000-08:00

replying tags .

Victora- thanks for the relink i relink you soon
Carine- hey sweetheart . HAHA i miss you too . tks enjoy your hoildays too .
Sinyee -i relink you soon ,tks xoxo

2008-12-01T04:07:00.000-08:00

Sorry haven't able to update even since i came back from UTH power camp 18th -20th .
I haven't been feeling well too after the camp . My left hand swell on the first day of camp it was painful i could not feel anything . I had a sore throat on the 2nd day i talk like a sealion .
after going back home i haven't been recovering and now down with bad running nose and a bad cough ,rashes on my back which hurt . hey no worry i'm still as happy as before so don worry i will recover soon , i hope .Today i didn't really go out at all . i was bored so i took some picture
zara first day of school i whether how it go i didn't get to sent to sch , hmm . i hope she did enjoy she always say she want to go to school..I can't wait to go out with dearest .I miss you .
sorry if i been really nagging .
Here i some photo i took .Enjoy !

I will update my blog often .

Bye!

2008-11-04T06:47:00.000-08:00

Today was boring .

Had a fight with my sister in a carpark early in the morning .

I know it pretty pathetic yelling it public and it

seriously embarrasing.

she was shouting like no one business . hahah

Went mom shop than felt tired told daddy .

so head back home .

Went to wash up.

use com-till now

haven't had dinner yet . urgh . pretty hungry

hahah.

Parents still not back from work .

what plan for the holidays i have i got no ideas ,i seriously mummy going to nag.

but got to rearrange outing with dearest . hmm maybe next week can wait .

I guess that it for the day . hmm

nightynight.

(PS: lit the light of my heart . Hear the Soul )

2008-11-01T11:10:00.000-07:00

Happy 4th birthday ZARA ANN.

The little rascal who screwed my life with the fun and memories ,

celebrated her birthday , you big girl now . you must be happy !!!

HAHAH,went help out at my mom shop it been a routine always going

there to help out , somehow like a assistant cook .

haha . your must be laughing it impossibe for me to cook alright ?

It true i been helping out for like i think one month ready .

but seriously it tiring and you have sleepless night and due to the heat you need to drink lot of water it freaking bloating too.

it simply the reason why i could not blog . hmm

but my life is so screwed right now .

takcares all=)

relink soon for blogger who want me to .

leave your tag ?

2008-08-30T04:50:00.000-07:00

On friday , teacher day celebration . The concert was nice .
after the concert train to toa payoh back to my primary school
meet my old friends meet teacher and than head out for lunch at KFC with them .
train back home . I was struck outside the house as i forgot to bring my key .
ramsay came came back home to open the door for me
Today is boring when for tution early in the morning ,
came back home had nothing to do boring!boring!boring!
change my blog skin again . I update again .Currently have nothing to write abt.
2 more days to daddy birthday got to think of something . Better study hard for end of the year examination . Got back my result slip failed two sudject math and science was my favourite sudject but i guess i didn't do well . so so . everyone enjoy your hoilday but at the same time study too .

2008-08-25T03:38:00.000-07:00

School boring !

still down with flu but better compare to last thur and fri

first lesson History

when through some notes for SA2 .

Secondly English

did file-ling for file check . HAHA

passed my exam.

teacher on a movie to watch but did really watch due file-ling

ART . my favourite yipeeee

did lot of things really fun don't really know how to elaborate.

passed passed .

chinese did worksheet su-yu . haha

freaking hard what the .

cme went heritage room abt the school history did

the worksheet.RING !!! school ended ..

stayback for math stressed my gosh damn hard to solve the question i crank my head till i could not stand it ,when to ask teacher she teaches a few the whole worksheet . hahah

than trained homesweethome !!!!

2008-08-23T04:15:00.000-07:00

Absent on thursday and friday was having high fever and started to have swelling gumsafter seeing the doctor still hurt badly . I guess i miss out alot in sch mummy and daddy are busying working in which they now hardly had time to spent as a family hopefully thing get well and everything is back to normal , HAHA i failed my math again heard the result from saranyaa I really wish i could pass my examination so that daddy and mummy can be proud of and not worry abt me . so it must be really long than i post again the reason is that my internet is always disrupted due to not paying . money tight you know so yay. i hope i meeting zenies during sept hoilday but at the same time mug hard for my final year exam which a few week after the sept hoildays . take good care of yourself . XOXO

2008-06-08T04:53:00.000-07:00

Had a 3 days 2 night stayover at bellelah house it was so crazy , went to the movie , girl-night , outing to the zoo with her whole family together with my niece anh nephew. hahha,but now i'm back home . rotting at home again miss dearest already but anyway planning for another stay before sch open , heee . today had nothing to do is cam-whoring , hahha . belle i know you so starting to laugh . didn't get to go out today . Don't know what i'm going to do tmr .
takecares . LOV_ED DEAREST & SWEETHEARTS

2008-06-03T08:08:00.000-07:00

back to blogging . ya today was a bordum . morning zixuan &xiuyan call whether i can go out but not free . when out for breakfast than head back home cleaned up the house and of a big ply of cloth in my room togther with my sister . zara mei is so cute today was eating her beehoon with chicken wing when my brother shot ice at one of my younger twin sis tat zara said tat she will protect her such a small toddler saving her older sister but after saying all those word she when back to eat her chicken wing while she look at my brother shotting the ice than i started to laugh , this afternoon bellelah text me we were like planning for our stayover at her place . she called me a talk about the movie night we going to have . so excited can't wait to meet her . yipee , updated my blog . rotting at home can't wait for the outing ..

2008-05-10T01:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY BELLE !

May All Wishes Come Truth .

i love zenie ,